Have just returned from last meeting with my consultant, Debbie @ Southampton, before I am admitted! After entering the room fairly upbeat and smiling I am quickly reminded of how serious my condition is, as today was the day she went into depth my next lot of treatment and transplant details and what can go wrong!!! I have read ‘The 7 Steps’ but when it gets technical and nasty I stop, as don’t want to think about it!! So, I am now going to push that all out (not to the back) of my mind and concentrate on what we are having for dinner!!!