Last night was my 3rd night at home, my sister stayed as she is taking me to Southampton to my first out-patient appointment
Being home has come with very mixed emotions, I feel quite frightened and vulnerable as I am still very sick and just when I need all that positivity, I am a bit low and thinking ‘what if?’anyway as Zig said to me you have it all back to front, you should normally feel like this before you go on the roller coaster ride , not after! !!!!!!